Wedding Vows

This is my uncensored wedding vow to the love of my life. I'm going to use a name that she associates with that has nothing to do with her real name, although I do adore her real name. I just wanted to respect her online presence, while showing her how I really felt about her. You see, I left her for someone else, and I've regretted that choice since the day I made it. I'm suffering from depression because of my choice, but this is something I have to live with. Thanks to God's grace, she's giving me another chance, but it's not going to be as easy as before. Anyway, this is for you my love.

Iris, I loved you from day one. You were everything I wanted in a woman and so much more. Your smile melts my heart even to this day, and I love hearing you laugh. I love even when you rant at me about work, because it makes me feel important, like nobody else has that in your life, because I'm the one that you went to. When I hold you, I never want to let go. You're precious to me, Iris. I really mean that. I've never felt this complete with anyone else, and even though there are times where I feel like you're too good to be true, I still want to do all I can for you, for our future, for our family. I don't want to just be like most men out there, feeling like my wife is there for me. No. I'm here for you, for all you need, and for all that you are. I will support you in everything that you do, no matter how hard it will make me work to keep things together. Not only are you worth it, I won't stop until your dreams are our life. I love you, and I can't stress how your love makes me feel.

Now for the parts that I'm adding because of what I've done to her.

I've done a lot of things that are wrong, things that a man shouldn't do to the woman he loves, and I know that I shouldn't be saying these words right now, that I don't deserve to be standing right next to you right now, but here I am, looking into the eyes of the woman I can't live without. Thank you for giving me this chance, Iris. I really didn't deserve this.